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• LonelinessDecember 27, 2022
  It’s when your room feels massive and empty yet trapping and claustrophobic When you think of everything you did that day and realize it was just you, no one else. When you stop talking and become engulfed in your own thoughts. It’s when fear holds you by the throat and drains you of hope. WhenContinue reading “Loneliness”
• Perfect dollDecember 16, 2022
  My flesh was once clay My eyes puddles of paint Arms toned by hands Toes cut separate by a knife My hair was once someone else’s Plucked into my head Fingernails planted into the tips of my fingers Nose poked out from the rest of my face Cheeks blushed slightly with powder My mouth wasContinue reading “Perfect doll”
• Bored.December 16, 2022
  I’m getting so bored of everything. I’m bored with my phone I’m bored with my shows I’m bored with my fashion I’m bored with my hatred I’m sick and tired of my mind telling me lies I can’t help but believe. I hate how I listen to it intently. It doesn’t matter if I knowContinue reading “Bored.”
• I Don’tDecember 16, 2022
  I should get up I should be doing homework I should be praying I should be showering I should be washing my face I should be sleeping I should be awake on time I should be saving more money I should be exercising I should be organized I should eat healthy I should have aContinue reading “I Don’t”
• I don’t want to writeDecember 16, 2022
  I don’t want to write right now.  When I write it makes everything seem so dramatic and full of self pity. And if it doesn’t then it isn’t good. I guess we like seeing our pain above others that much since we don’t understand them, only ourselves. We’re the same creature and yet we feelContinue reading “I don’t want to write”
• My dad sucks (not really)December 16, 2022
  CW: LOTS OF SWEARING When I was a kid my dad used to play mario kart with me and my brother. My dad always played as mario, my brother, luigi, and I played as baby mario. My dad would win 1st place every time. I would come close sometimes but he always pulled through inContinue reading “My dad sucks (not really)”
• love thoughts…December 16, 2022
  There’s been a thought in my head for the last 8 months. It’s sat in my head stirring, wondering, deciding.  When will this thought escape from my lips? When will its words be said? It starts by thinking of you.  First it’s just how blue your eyes are and then the feeling of your hairContinue reading “love thoughts…”
• I wish I was a paintingOctober 22, 2022
  Sometimes I stare at pictures of those lovely women lost in time with their perfectly delicate curls complementing their face. Their eyelashes are always so natural and delicate. They wear ruffles that flow perfectly at the seam complementing their small waist. In every picture or painting you see of them they always look so surrealContinue reading “I wish I was a painting”
• I need to be tiredOctober 8, 2022
  I’m always tired. My eyes strained with webs Of red stretched along them. Days and days of  writing then reading then problem solving. Hours pass me by As I become a hopeless, sleepless zombie to the Screen of my computer. “Get your work done” “Don’t forget tomorrow you have to do this” “Don’t sleep” IContinue reading “I need to be tired”
• My dreamOctober 1, 2022
  An egg simmering on a pan Warm smells of batter as they fluff up into pancakes  Bacon sparking on the stove  You come to greet me awake but our dog beats you to it with licks and fur my new wake up. As my eyes open I’ll hear muffles of you trying to get theContinue reading “My dream”